Resident asshole - Lebe Deine Leben Trotz Anderer
Was when I was, maybe in 7th grade. Now this was 1995, words like “incel” were far from being in the public consciousness at this point in time. If you couldn’t get laid, you were just a “nerd” and that was it. I was told by these jocky kids I should lift weights. so I did. I got buff and was actually skinny with gains. Then I attempted to talk to girls. I blew it. I knew something wasn’t right, that “sick gains” only get you so far if you can’t socialize your way out of a paper bag. It hit my self-esteem so hard I was put off from being physically fit for a long ass time, and I’m still skeptical unless it’s for my own personal health, which at 41 I’m getting horrible back pains and kind of have to start thinking about trying to keep myself out of the hospital.