My family gave me a false sense of security

[frightfulcel]

If you're weird then your parents may be only looking after you for a sense of duty rather than any form of emotional connection. Your relatives play with you because they are forced to be in your vicinity, same with friends. I am now alone now with no family connections, or any social connections. The friends I had in childhood only interact with me briefly but aren't really interested in sustaining our relationship. Its understandable as we were friends years ago and they were forced to be around me so I can't blame them for not wanting anything to do with the adult me. It still sucks though because I viewed them as friends. I celebrated Christmas alone this year.

I think parents should tell weird kids the truth about the future instead of sugarcoating it. I feel that I would have prepared for this better if I knew this was going to happen when I was younger. There's maybe some autistic guys I could vibe with but their moms think I'm a bad influence or something. Plus they are extremely autistic to the point of disability so I understand maybe im not the best person to be friends with them.

Right now I'm just trying to improve my health, whatever that entails. Gain some weight, get nutritious food in, get some sun, take some vitamins. Its not going to ascend me most likely but everything helps. I think these forums allow me to chill out.

 

[Weebhunter3000]

I have virtually zero friends as well. When you’re ugly or awkward people treat you differently. I’d rather be alone than be with people silently judging you all the time. The loneliness does get brutal sometimes but you get used to it pretty fast once you accept your fate.

 

[disordER]

My mother seems to still care, she sends me money whenever I ask (not often) because she feels guilt for the job she did raising me, if it weren't for this I'd just cut ties with her and my family completely and I think she knows that.

 

[Based Vampire]

I am now alone now with no family connections

how is that, what happened? Besides, I'm not sure I understand how exactly did your parents give you a false sense of security? Did they tell you you're goin to do well in life or what?

Gain some weight

twink confirmed

 

[UncleSpertz]

Parents are trash this generation, they don't teach their children anything useful to prepare them for the real world, they just feed you and send you to school thinking its going to teach you everything about life.

 

[HatefulDemolincel]

If you're weird then your parents may be only looking after you for a sense of duty rather than any form of emotional connection. Your relatives play with you because they are forced to be in your vicinity, same with friends. I am now alone now with no family connections, or any social connections. The friends I had in childhood only interact with me briefly but aren't really interested in sustaining our relationship. Its understandable as we were friends years ago and they were forced to be around me so I can't blame them for not wanting anything to do with the adult me. It still sucks though because I viewed them as friends. I celebrated Christmas alone this year.

I think parents should tell weird kids the truth about the future instead of sugarcoating it. I feel that I would have prepared for this better if I knew this was going to happen when I was younger. There's maybe some autistic guys I could vibe with but their moms think I'm a bad influence or something. Plus they are extremely autistic to the point of disability so I understand maybe im not the best person to be friends with them.

Right now I'm just trying to improve my health, whatever that entails. Gain some weight, get nutritious food in, get some sun, take some vitamins. Its not going to ascend me most likely but everything helps. I think these forums allow me to chill out.

I never really cared as long as I was fed but recently well "recently" for months on end they've been eating delicacies without me, all while my brother gets to eat all the shit he wants while I have developed brittle bones recently. It's brutal being a neet I don't recommend it, at least if you live with your parents, I mean the only reason you're a neet is so that you don't get kicked out so being a neet entails not being a neet because neets are scared of not being neets anymore when they're kicked out. As a neet if you really want something can you really get it without them kicking you out? I don't think so, at least some form of abuse will take place, emotional, especially if there's a woman in the house you have to tolerate a lot of shit.

 

[Ugly_equals_Death]

I never really cared as long as I was fed but recently well "recently" for months on end they've been eating delicacies without me, all while my brother gets to eat all the shit he wants while I have developed brittle bones recently. It's brutal being a neet I don't recommend it, at least if you live with your parents, I mean the only reason you're a neet is so that you don't get kicked out so being a neet entails not being a neet because neets are scared of not being neets anymore when they're kicked out. As a neet if you really want something can you really get it without them kicking you out? I don't think so, at least some form of abuse will take place, emotional, especially if there's a woman in the house you have to tolerate a lot of shit.

You need to buy liters of milk and canned fish. Its the only way to get enough cheap good calories.

Right now I'm just trying to improve my health, whatever that entails. Gain some weight, get nutritious food in, get some sun, take some vitamins. Its not going to ascend me most likely but everything helps. I think these forums allow me to chill out.

Dont forget to sleepmaxx

We all gonna make it boyos