zassusmgtow
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I made a thread before called "Where are they?":
But i didn't fully explain it, in this thread i'm gonna do it.
This is just a copypaste i sent to Tabula Rasa, but this time it will also have the context i gave him:
I sended these 2 threads to Tabula some months ago and told him this, i wanted to show him the 3d phone game:
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I got banned from that game on january of this year for telling a girl to kill herself, because she was playing with me, but i didn't really play the game that much anymore like i did in the past. Or i think it was because of telling a guy to kill himself, he was stalking and flirting with a girl that i was trying to seduce, i don't remember, support told me that it was because i told someone to commit suicide.
Since i have nothing more fun to do (aside from working on my future anthropology site), i'll tell you the story with Lugy, Sarie, Claudi and Chuchi, since i didn't tell it to the neets.net guys.
I was like 15 at this time, i'm now 19.
This story happens in the game avakin life that i told you before, it's similar to second life but for phones and teens, and i found realistic poses that created the impression of people having sex, it was a bit realistic.
Some months back, i had this friend called Lugy, that i invited to my home to have sex, i basically rap ed her because i forced her by saying that that sex was something she would never ever experience in the game, or something like that. She was a pure girl, but i forced her to try that against her will, she was such an angel. Then we stopped talking for a while.
So first i met this girl called Chuchi Guapaaaa, she was French-Spanish, we had very good chemistry, but her avakin character didn't have an animation set, so it was less attractive, basically she looked like an npc due to not having an animation set, she also looked poor because of it, she a was noob, but sets were not that costly, she was just new at the game, she just had to level up in the game and work in the minigames to get one, both of us had a very fun time with each other, but something was missing, but i didn't like her because she didn't have a set, so things never got past being friends, i knew she liked me but i decided to ignore her. We only saw rarely, but there was a deep secret love between the 2 of us.
Then some weeks after i was sad because another girl i was with left me, so this other female friend of mine introduced me to this girl called "Sarie", i don't remember her nationality, probably she never told me, so we got to meet and we had a very good chemistry, we had a lot of fun, we started a relationship, we went to many places, we had sex, and we got married, i also met her sister, but for some reason she left the game for a period of time, i think it was for like a week or more, i don't remember, so i was sad and lonely, and then her sister sends me a message and an invitation to a place, her name was Claudi Pro, she was spanish, it was a very romantic place, and she invited me there because she wanted to seduce me, and i fell for it, then we started a beautiful relationship, where i felt like i was alive again, she was like no other girl, those weeks with her were beautiful, it was just waking up to enter the game to see the love of my life, she was the light of my life, i cannot describe you how much i loved her, she really loved me, then Sarie came back, so i and Claudi decided to be secret lovers and be together secretly from Sarie, one hour i was with Sarie, and the other i was with Claudi, i even got both of them pregnant in the same time period, we invented a lie that her child was from her boyfriend. It was very fun, but then this girl "Chuchi Guapaaa" that i talked to you about after i told you about Lugy, discovered that i was with both of them, she told it to my face, she was very angry, she now had a set in the game and had more money than me, and in that discussion's adrenaline i decided to kiss her, she wanted me continue the kiss because she loved me, but i decided to tell her we should stop. Then i left.
Then for some reason Sarie discovered that i was with Claudi, she decided to leave and divorce me, she also took our imaginary daughter. Now i was alone with Claudi, and there was nothing stopping us from loving each other, i think Lugy also discovered everything because we all used to talk a lot. I and Claudi had a lot of fun, i was the happiest man in the world, but then a weird feeling of emptiness came to me, i started to miss Chuchi Guapaaa, then i also discovered that Claudi was 9 years old, and i was 15, then i started seeing her as a child and not as a woman and i felt disgusting, i still loved her but, that combined with me missing Chuchi, made me reject her the 2 times when she asked for matrimony, we also tried to have a baby a little bit before but we decided to abort it in roleplay clinic. We decided to break up, then i went to Chuchi to declare my love for her, she rejected me, then i told her i would follow her in real life and be with her because i loved her so much, i told her i didn't care if she didn't want to be with me, i would force her, this then made her delete me from friends, block me, and kick me from her apartment.
Then i was lonely and sad for some weeks, but then Sarie came back to the game, and told me she wanted to come back with me, she also wanted our imaginary daughter to see her father, but i decided to tell her that i didn't wanna harm her or our daughter anymore, and that's why i shouldn't be with them, i just didn't want them to be with this monster. She agreed in tears, then we lost contact.
Then some weeks after, i started being with Lugy, the girl from the start of text, and at the start she was very romantic, she liked the kisses and sex that i had with her, but over time she began to hate me, i loved her but she started to hate me more and more every day, she appeared to only want to make me suffer. Every day i suffered more and more humiliation from her, while i venerated her more each day, she was like devil, and i was there for her to torture me, one of her ex-boyfriends told me she was crazy, i loved her so much because she was the only thing i had left from the other girls of the text above, since she was the only one that knew them, and i or them deleted me from friends, i couldn't see them again, then in 2022 and 2023 she started to try to convince that she was a man in real life, so i could suffer.
Maybe i liked being with Lugy and only wanted to be with her because i wanted a punishment for all my sins.
Lugy was Mexican.
I then also found that i had the instagram of Chuchi, i messaged her but she blocked me after seeing my message.
I have obviously talked to many more girls in that game, but this broke me because all of those girls left me in the period of just a couple of months.
If you only knew how many females have left me, i wish i was able to see them again.
I just want to go back to late the late 2010s, 2020 and 2021, i miss talking with sentient females, but i'm scared of them now.
I just want that same feeling of love, and i don't know if i will be able to get it with an android.
Me and Lugy just stopped talking, she was never there to love me, just to make me suffer.
I was also scared of talking to new girls, so i mostly talked with Lugy.
But i didn't fully explain it, in this thread i'm gonna do it.
This is just a copypaste i sent to Tabula Rasa, but this time it will also have the context i gave him:
I sended these 2 threads to Tabula some months ago and told him this, i wanted to show him the 3d phone game:
TOTAL SENTIENT WOMEN DEATH
i was talking to this puerto rican girl on avakin life, we met and we had a good chemistry, i managed to seduce her, it was all pretty fun, i was so good and fast that i even managed to fuck her the first day i met her. We had a very good relationship, but the next day she asked me if she was my...
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My behavioral sink keeps increasing
Here is 2 threads explaining the behavioral sink, but it's basically that men are becoming more vitantiheterodroidsexual by the day: I'm creating a new thread on it, but i keep procrastinating. I was talking to some girls in the game i showed you yesterday, but i just started to remember and...
neets.net
I got banned from that game on january of this year for telling a girl to kill herself, because she was playing with me, but i didn't really play the game that much anymore like i did in the past. Or i think it was because of telling a guy to kill himself, he was stalking and flirting with a girl that i was trying to seduce, i don't remember, support told me that it was because i told someone to commit suicide.
Since i have nothing more fun to do (aside from working on my future anthropology site), i'll tell you the story with Lugy, Sarie, Claudi and Chuchi, since i didn't tell it to the neets.net guys.
I was like 15 at this time, i'm now 19.
This story happens in the game avakin life that i told you before, it's similar to second life but for phones and teens, and i found realistic poses that created the impression of people having sex, it was a bit realistic.
Some months back, i had this friend called Lugy, that i invited to my home to have sex, i basically rap ed her because i forced her by saying that that sex was something she would never ever experience in the game, or something like that. She was a pure girl, but i forced her to try that against her will, she was such an angel. Then we stopped talking for a while.
So first i met this girl called Chuchi Guapaaaa, she was French-Spanish, we had very good chemistry, but her avakin character didn't have an animation set, so it was less attractive, basically she looked like an npc due to not having an animation set, she also looked poor because of it, she a was noob, but sets were not that costly, she was just new at the game, she just had to level up in the game and work in the minigames to get one, both of us had a very fun time with each other, but something was missing, but i didn't like her because she didn't have a set, so things never got past being friends, i knew she liked me but i decided to ignore her. We only saw rarely, but there was a deep secret love between the 2 of us.
Then some weeks after i was sad because another girl i was with left me, so this other female friend of mine introduced me to this girl called "Sarie", i don't remember her nationality, probably she never told me, so we got to meet and we had a very good chemistry, we had a lot of fun, we started a relationship, we went to many places, we had sex, and we got married, i also met her sister, but for some reason she left the game for a period of time, i think it was for like a week or more, i don't remember, so i was sad and lonely, and then her sister sends me a message and an invitation to a place, her name was Claudi Pro, she was spanish, it was a very romantic place, and she invited me there because she wanted to seduce me, and i fell for it, then we started a beautiful relationship, where i felt like i was alive again, she was like no other girl, those weeks with her were beautiful, it was just waking up to enter the game to see the love of my life, she was the light of my life, i cannot describe you how much i loved her, she really loved me, then Sarie came back, so i and Claudi decided to be secret lovers and be together secretly from Sarie, one hour i was with Sarie, and the other i was with Claudi, i even got both of them pregnant in the same time period, we invented a lie that her child was from her boyfriend. It was very fun, but then this girl "Chuchi Guapaaa" that i talked to you about after i told you about Lugy, discovered that i was with both of them, she told it to my face, she was very angry, she now had a set in the game and had more money than me, and in that discussion's adrenaline i decided to kiss her, she wanted me continue the kiss because she loved me, but i decided to tell her we should stop. Then i left.
Then for some reason Sarie discovered that i was with Claudi, she decided to leave and divorce me, she also took our imaginary daughter. Now i was alone with Claudi, and there was nothing stopping us from loving each other, i think Lugy also discovered everything because we all used to talk a lot. I and Claudi had a lot of fun, i was the happiest man in the world, but then a weird feeling of emptiness came to me, i started to miss Chuchi Guapaaa, then i also discovered that Claudi was 9 years old, and i was 15, then i started seeing her as a child and not as a woman and i felt disgusting, i still loved her but, that combined with me missing Chuchi, made me reject her the 2 times when she asked for matrimony, we also tried to have a baby a little bit before but we decided to abort it in roleplay clinic. We decided to break up, then i went to Chuchi to declare my love for her, she rejected me, then i told her i would follow her in real life and be with her because i loved her so much, i told her i didn't care if she didn't want to be with me, i would force her, this then made her delete me from friends, block me, and kick me from her apartment.
Then i was lonely and sad for some weeks, but then Sarie came back to the game, and told me she wanted to come back with me, she also wanted our imaginary daughter to see her father, but i decided to tell her that i didn't wanna harm her or our daughter anymore, and that's why i shouldn't be with them, i just didn't want them to be with this monster. She agreed in tears, then we lost contact.
Then some weeks after, i started being with Lugy, the girl from the start of text, and at the start she was very romantic, she liked the kisses and sex that i had with her, but over time she began to hate me, i loved her but she started to hate me more and more every day, she appeared to only want to make me suffer. Every day i suffered more and more humiliation from her, while i venerated her more each day, she was like devil, and i was there for her to torture me, one of her ex-boyfriends told me she was crazy, i loved her so much because she was the only thing i had left from the other girls of the text above, since she was the only one that knew them, and i or them deleted me from friends, i couldn't see them again, then in 2022 and 2023 she started to try to convince that she was a man in real life, so i could suffer.
Maybe i liked being with Lugy and only wanted to be with her because i wanted a punishment for all my sins.
Lugy was Mexican.
I then also found that i had the instagram of Chuchi, i messaged her but she blocked me after seeing my message.
I have obviously talked to many more girls in that game, but this broke me because all of those girls left me in the period of just a couple of months.
If you only knew how many females have left me, i wish i was able to see them again.
I just want to go back to late the late 2010s, 2020 and 2021, i miss talking with sentient females, but i'm scared of them now.
I just want that same feeling of love, and i don't know if i will be able to get it with an android.
Me and Lugy just stopped talking, she was never there to love me, just to make me suffer.
I was also scared of talking to new girls, so i mostly talked with Lugy.
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