Caged ANOTHER SNCA RANT

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My only irl friend that i have along with another classmate started hitting me in the head while we were in the bus for no apparent reason. After a while i started to cry like a faggot but they didn´t realize so they didn´t stop hitting me. When i got out of the bus my "friend" just walked alongside me like nothing happened.
Then i came to my house were i said nothing to my family, i walked int my room, locked the door and i started crying like a faggot again, and thought of muh ACKing myxhelf. So now i am leaking and i have no friends. Also i am hyper retarded in school and constantly fall asleep in class, i have bad grades, i don´t have a hobby and my attention spam was ´aped due to my excessive use of internet, so now it´s very difficult to read books or have insightful thoughts. I am retarded socializing too, now i am trvly a chvd. But well, that is le way of le chud or some mierda:itsover::itsover::itsover:
SORRY IF ESL BRAPXICAN RETARDATION o algo
 
Your so-called "friend" isn’t your friend. Either confront him or cut him off entirely. For everything else, either you keep wallowing and continue feeding into that mindset, or you take steps to fix it. Start with short reads to repair your attention span, get some physical activity in, and limit your time doomscrolling. If you don't take the initiative now you'll be in the same situation forever.
 
My only irl friend that i have along with another classmate started hitting me in the head while we were in the bus for no apparent reason. After a while i started to cry like a faggot but they didn´t realize so they didn´t stop hitting me. When i got out of the bus my "friend" just walked alongside me like nothing happened.
Then i came to my house were i said nothing to my family, i walked int my room, locked the door and i started crying like a faggot again, and thought of muh ACKing myxhelf. So now i am leaking and i have no friends. Also i am hyper retarded in school and constantly fall asleep in class, i have bad grades, i don´t have a hobby and my attention spam was ´aped due to my excessive use of internet, so now it´s very difficult to read books or have insightful thoughts. I am retarded socializing too, now i am trvly a chvd. But well, that is le way of le chud or some mierda:itsover::itsover::itsover:
SORRY IF ESL BRAPXICAN RETARDATION o algo
normgroids are sickening, i am curious though did they just start punching you in the head or what? did you hear them giggling or anything like that before punching you? i really doubt he just had the urge to do it suddenly, anyways you're probably the class standout if you're on these kind of sites so its normal for normgroids to pick on you because they're just that apebrained
i kind of understand joining with the wrong group of people just because you're lonely and really not know anyone that well or just aren't interested in the things they like, i have seen many kids like that unfortunately and they just often become the group's lolcow and become forgotten and rejected because they stopped being useful bastards, i would just recommend distancing yourself from them and keeping your dignity, even if you don't act "normal" by their standards just disappear from their sight whenever you can and only talk to them if they ask you for a pen or something, talking against them spitefully feels better but they'll just mock you even more for it
i would just recommend you to just try and not consume much slop if it really takes your time and attention span that much, study from your devices or from a book, whatever you like, and fix your grades, school isn't as hard as normgroids say nowadays but they exaggerate it because most of their generation is composed from newgen inmigrant brown niggers with 40 iq, start seeing everything from a new perspective and remember that most of the time you just gotta think out of the box, believe in the power of christ and aryandom, and just sleep more if you struggle being awake in class, if that doesn't work there's always chugging 2 cups of hot coffee before class
 
I actually did talk to people today in class. I was tired of all the fucking filler and went to kill class. 2 other guys were also tired cause they saw it last semester (I kinda did but it's forgettable dumb useless shit). They were pretty nice. Of course one of them was white and the other mostly white so that's why I talked. Some whites will hit you and shit like that but the only one I knew that would do that was a wigger from Rio de Janegro with a personality disorder
 
Crying don’t make you a faggot, it just means you’re stuck in a retard loop with no spine to smash back. Locking yourself in your room to bawl and think about offing yourself. Bro, that’s the chud spiral, but it ain’t over unless you let it be.

School’s a brain-dead conveyor belt anyway, grades don’t mean shit if you’re not a suit-kissing drone. Hyper retard from internet? Join the club, retard, half the planet’s attention’s fucked from scrolling. Go grow some damn potatoes or raise a chicken, something real. Socializing sucks when you’re surrounded by larping asshole, don’t mean you’re the problem, just means they’re cringe. ESL Brapxican or not, you’re still typing better than most of these inbred mutts. Quit leaking and start swinging, figuratively or not, cause this pity party’s gay as fuck. Chud life ain’t a death sentence unless you let the normies win.

Now Stfu with the itsover spam and figure it out.
 
Crying don’t make you a faggot, it just means you’re stuck in a retard loop with no spine to smash back. Locking yourself in your room to bawl and think about offing yourself. Bro, that’s the chud spiral, but it ain’t over unless you let it be.

School’s a brain-dead conveyor belt anyway, grades don’t mean shit if you’re not a suit-kissing drone. Hyper retard from internet? Join the club, retard, half the planet’s attention’s fucked from scrolling. Go grow some damn potatoes or raise a chicken, something real. Socializing sucks when you’re surrounded by larping asshole, don’t mean you’re the problem, just means they’re cringe. ESL Brapxican or not, you’re still typing better than most of these inbred mutts. Quit leaking and start swinging, figuratively or not, cause this pity party’s gay as fuck. Chud life ain’t a death sentence unless you let the normies win.

Now Stfu with the itsover spam and figure it out.
not everyone wants to live in the jungle with cartel protection
 
So your attention span problem might be called "executive function" by shrinks- basically your ability to direct your attention.
I've heard meditation hypothesized as something that can help. I remember someone saying that the three "keystone" habits are meditation, exercise and reading books. You get those habits formed, and you've got a firm basis for building other habits.
I've also looked into brain training programs (you know, like luminosity) for this kind of stuff, but there is a lot of evidence against nearly all of them... people agree that the brain can heal, but I don't know if there is that much documentation on how to heal it right.
I am going to read some sections from a book about neurobiology and mental illness on the topic of resiliency, so maybe I'll find something good to share.
 
So your attention span problem might be called "executive function" by shrinks- basically your ability to direct your attention.
I've heard meditation hypothesized as something that can help. I remember someone saying that the three "keystone" habits are meditation, exercise and reading books. You get those habits formed, and you've got a firm basis for building other habits.
I've also looked into brain training programs (you know, like luminosity) for this kind of stuff, but there is a lot of evidence against nearly all of them... people agree that the brain can heal, but I don't know if there is that much documentation on how to heal it right.
I am going to read some sections from a book about neurobiology and mental illness on the topic of resiliency, so maybe I'll find something good to share.
Just be wary when messing with the brain like that. It opens you up to demonic possession, and then there’s no coming back.
 
There were some kids that liked to pick on me in elementary school. I was too short and too much of a sperg to beat them up and get the high ground but I never let someone hit me while I cried like a faggot.
It should be defaulted into your body to fight back against retards not freeze like a stupid female cat and weep.
Natural selection should have taken you out a long time ago.
 
There were some kids that liked to pick on me in elementary school. I was too short and too much of a sperg to beat them up and get the high ground but I never let someone hit me while I cried like a faggot.
It should be defaulted into your body to fight back against retards not freeze like a stupid female cat and weep.
Natural selection should have taken you out a long time ago.
True, though a little bit harsh don’t you think? It’s not too late for him if he wants to change.
 
There were some kids that liked to pick on me in elementary school. I was too short and too much of a sperg to beat them up and get the high ground but I never let someone hit me while I cried like a faggot.
It should be defaulted into your body to fight back against retards not freeze like a stupid female cat and weep.
Natural selection should have taken you out a long time ago.
you make a point but the last part wasn't really necessary
 
My only irl friend that i have along with another classmate started hitting me in the head while we were in the bus for no apparent reason. After a while i started to cry like a faggot but they didn´t realize so they didn´t stop hitting me. When i got out of the bus my "friend" just walked alongside me like nothing happened.
Then i came to my house were i said nothing to my family, i walked int my room, locked the door and i started crying like a faggot again, and thought of muh ACKing myxhelf. So now i am leaking and i have no friends. Also i am hyper retarded in school and constantly fall asleep in class, i have bad grades, i don´t have a hobby and my attention spam was ´aped due to my excessive use of internet, so now it´s very difficult to read books or have insightful thoughts. I am retarded socializing too, now i am trvly a chvd. But well, that is le way of le chud or some mierda:itsover::itsover::itsover:
SORRY IF ESL BRAPXICAN RETARDATION o algo
tldr check this shit out nigga

 
There were some kids that liked to pick on me in elementary school. I was too short and too much of a sperg to beat them up and get the high ground but I never let someone hit me while I cried like a faggot.
It should be defaulted into your body to fight back against retards not freeze like a stupid female cat and weep.
Natural selection should have taken you out a long time ago.
Shit like this makes me realize how inherently bad the soyciety has become, fighting bad is now illegal, a "stupid" way to act unless you can afford losing your job, which thugs can, but not for law abiding citizens. The laws are here to make domesticated cattles in control while thugs are running relatively free, to terrorize the cattles which makes them more dependent on the system.
 
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